baby's AM material.
haha.
hello world.
9, 10, 11 accomplished, aft waiting for like months?
and of course 12.
i met nicole for breakfast on the 9th before meeting baby.
(she claim that she's gonna rape me if i dont meet her)
nicole and i should be awarded with the title of world's crappiest human begins.
lol.
meiji soda ice-cream, lychee volka, sara lee chocolate swirl pound cake, grape drink, sprite, kinder joy, marhsmallow, white chocolate raspberry ice-cream,kit kat white chocolate waffle and alot more!
with all the delicious food named above, i'm sure gonna gain that few more kilos.
shall not go into details day by day.
like what baby says' those happy moments is not sth words can describe.'
and i will allow photos to do the talking.
but i'm too lazy to upload them. but soon alright ((:
anyway the stitches in my mouth is being taken out. the process was PAINFUL.
and the lady can say' no lah, it's not painful. the feeling is like someone plucking your hair'
c'mon it felt like someone grabbing a bunch of my hair.
roll eyes.
i'm starting on eclipse alrd((:
i'm done with my poly enrollment.
and i bought my lappy an got it configured by the IT students(:
i got my lappy like 2K and the IT fair is selling like 3K.
haha.
head to town to watch marley and me
a sad movie.
my wound is recovering, it's been a week since the extraction and i'm not sick ard.
this means i can have seafood and fried food.
and baby promise to bring me to fish and co.
had seafood platter and jungle freeze for dinner((:
drum session and headed home.
friday work
saturday work.
the wind was so strong and it almost kill me.
thanks to my dad's friend who send me to northpoint.
next stop nicole's house BBQ pit.
i miss this weirdo of MINE.
blue colour is definitely loved!
was waiting for things to arrive at the BBQ pit.
nicole and i was starving like some hungry ghost.
and we're like ' where is the hotdogs! '
half an hr later the hotdogs arrived.
hoorays.
baby cab down from work.
nicole is allowed to drink.
so went to get volka.
wayne and gerald is like crapping all the way
fun people to hang ard with((:
nicole's younger cousin was pissing the older cousins off.
haha.
praying and hope they go home faster.
lol.
ice war was crazy.
head home after that.
i dont like my sister friend!
stupid woman. chaps my ass
i need my sleep.
get the facts right. no assuming please.
i just hate it.
problem is caused by assuming.
it happened agn and agn. and i seen so much.
oh well,
the wall i'm talking abt in my previous post is abt 2 person.
but i'm not inside the picture. is abt 2 guys.
how the hell did me and you get into the picture?
you're thinking too much.
forget what thing? i dont think i did anything wrong to you or what so ever.
yes, this is not the first time.
nobody 's fault?
hello, do you know what you wrote make it sounds like i'm at fault?
thanks.
the wall is always there.
maybe in the past i bother to use some strength to climb over
i once manage to climb over- trusting you but i realised,
the door on the other side isn't open-you never trust me.
so i was thinking, why bother to climb so hard over when i'm not welcome on the other side?
so from then i just remain where i am. try to communicate with that wall there.
'it will always be there now' ? you're wrong, it's always there.
i'm bossy,
i got really bad attitude,
i'm not a good friend.
i got fluctuating mood.
i suck.
since i'm alrd here, might as well get it over and done with it.
i spoke to afew people abt this. and somehow they understand how i feel. thanks guys
and they do agree with me.
sometime
you got to do some reflection on the comment you gave to people and your actions.
sometime it's too much and it do hurts.
you're born with certain thing that i might not have.
and i might be born with certain thing that you dont have.
we're both not perfect, so does anyone in this world
so dont comment so much next time
maybe there wont be a next time.
words mention above might hurt you.
writing this 2 paragraph aint easy for me too.
i tear-ed
i dont know why.
but it just hurt so badly inside.


