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Tuesday, December 30, 2008
the day didnt started right.
but after meeting kyla i was feeling much better
happy moment dont last long at all
my day ended with all this SHIT. thanks!


seriously speaking, i have no idea why did you bring me into this world. yes, there's time where i enjoy myself.but they dont last. and yet bad times just keep increasing. i reach a stage where i could tolerate anymore, and i need to voice out.

bringing me to this world is a mistake. you guys just couldnt understand me.do you know what i need. i need that little bit of freedom that every teenager ought to have. i spent most of my weekends helping you. i dont like it. but i still do it. i envy my friend. why they dont have to do this. why can i just be like them, going out on the weekends and enjoy from the stressful school life.when i go out and never help, you give comments like 'EVERYDAY go out!' OH PLEASE! i'm a teenager. being playful is nothing wrong. going out is nothing wrong.and please get the facts right before you come and confront me! you always assume and i seriously dont like it!stand in my shoes and think from my point of view can?


a 2yr plus relationship which ended up giving tonnes of problem.trying to talk things out nicely, but it always ended up making myself flared up. saying all the bad thing. maybe i shouldnt say everything damn thing out? maybe i should care how you feel? PLEASE! then who is there to think for me. your sickening face makes everyone thinks i'm the bad one.but get the facts right, I'M THE ONE WHO IS SUFFERING RIGHT NOW. think how you people wanna think.i dont wish to care anymore. if you think i'm the baddie then i am. i gave up on you seriously, i see no point talking to someone who take me for granted all this while.




FUCKED UP LIFE I LEAD

kyla, thanks for all the advice.
well, you just understand how i feel.

on this hand, i'm feeling the happiness i long wanted.
and on the other hand i'm seeing you suffering in pain.
idk what to do.
love is selfish
and i had fallen too deep for him to eventually walk out now
i should have the determination to give up at that point of time
i'm sorry

HER;
`YUAI
05 september
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♡ my only S.S.K.S.D.M.P

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